MR.PATHETIC

8 years ago

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 22:04:34 GMT

I won't ever forget that day.

Last updated 94 weeks ago....

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 14:09:48 GMT

I don't know the reason.But for some reason after stepping foot out of the car this morning, I suddenly had the urge to update this. So here I am...updating a live journal I'm not sure anyone reads. Not that I care. This is about self satisfaction. With all the twitter's, myspace's, facebooks, social networking blah blah blah it's easy to forget the simple intimacy of just letting go and typing til my black, cigarette burned, rotten heart is content.

It's Sept.10th, 2009....can you believe it's been 8 years already? I remember that day so vividly. The fear. In the air. That I prayed for. To know what a monster is. Things haven't changed much. More innocent blood will be spilled. It's ashame.

Goodbye Blue Monday.

Hello television land

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 19:36:24 GMT

I'm back after 116 week absence. I forgot about this hunk of shit. Just thought I'd say hi to everyone on this piece.

....

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 18:04:24 GMT

This going to Wasted shit is making me a broke mother fucker. It's bad enough they cut our overtime out at work...but they did it conveinently at the point in time i need as much money as possible. oh well...i guess i'll struggle to make ends meet.
plane ticket roughly $200, ticket to the event roughly $100, money needed to split for rental car roughly $60...spending money needed...umm a lot i'm sure i'll be wanting to buy everything in sight...plus i'll need beer money...

on top of which i have a $50 ticket i got for "disregard for a stop sign"

and at the end of october i have a show which i need to have money to back up just in case nobody shows up too...
Saturday Oct.29th 2005
MICHALE GRAVES (exMisfits)
RAMALLAH (blood for blood side project)
FUTHA MUCKA
THE AUDIO REVENGE
GOATBAG
at Coyotes. Seaford, DE.
8pm 10 bux.

Uncle Fucker and Happy Birthday

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 20:48:03 GMT

wow. as of August 2nd, I had this stupid thing since 2001...making it 4 years old. CRIKEY!

Other than that, not much is new.

Umm let's see.

uhh.

yeah, nothing is coming to mind at all.

i got a raise today....that was cool.

ummmmmmm.

i got a new car too.

and uhhh. fuck i guess that's about it.

a short lesson in mass murder

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 13:01:05 GMT

Unfortunately I am still inhaling and exhaling oxygen.

Fortunately I will now be be helping global warming with my new car.

Unfortunately the dashboard lights don't light as I found out last night.

Fortunately I leave this town for a month long adventure on July 20th.

Sun, 01 May 2005 23:02:28 GMT

Today, I woke up and was totally confused I looked in the driveway and saw my dad and brother's trucks both parked out there. I was thinking it was Monday, I guess working 7 days has really left me confused. I'm not used to having two days off anymore.
Busch Gardens was positively amazing, as was the company I was in. Granted, she can't maintain having a drink in my car without at one point spilling it in my car or on herself. I have a blast with her every single time we go somewhere.........

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 00:30:13 GMT

Wednesday 13's solo album is different, yet the same good old drag queen/murderdoll type stuff with extremely good production value. In fact...I think it rocks my socks. I can't wait to see him again next friday...it'll be like being at hobo's in statesville watching the drag queens except this time he'll be getting the recognition he's always deserved.

Fuck art..let's dance

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 16:11:10 GMT

You know...there's plenty of good going on right now. It's almost scary, because I'm riding a high of good times...so I know when I come crashing down it's going to be twice as worse as usual. But I don't even want to think of the bad, because it's depressing...and right I just want to be able to smile.

Holy shit.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 18:35:45 GMT

It's been since the Adicts road trip I've updated this? Holy shit that was back around Thanksgiving.

I have no idea what to update on. Tomorrow is Saint Patricks Day and I'm going to see Ramallah/The Unseen/Brain Failure.

Now that is a pimp way to celebrate.

Got Adicted

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 18:34:15 GMT

What an amazing past few days. Seeing the Adicts live from last Wednesday through last night was great, however never in a million years would I ever imagine that I'd actually sit and shoot the shit with them for a few days and just hang out.They're all great guys...Kid and Monkey are the nicest guys ever. Words can't even begin to describe this.
Mad props this weekend to all the friends and family past, present, and future! Caroline, Meggin, Adi, Scott, Kat, Megan, Bill, and especially to all my new friends who i won't soon forget: Kid, Monkey, Greg, Scruff, Greg, Pat, and the rest of the Bastard Road Crew!!
There's only one solution.....
VIVA LA REVOLUTION!

Completely Useless Facts

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 05:17:48 GMT

Steven Spielberg is Drew Barrymore's godfather. After seeing her nude in Playboy magazine, he sent her a blanket with a note telling her to cover herself up.

Prince Harry and Prince William are uncircumcised.

Hitler was claustrophobic. They had to install a mirror in an elevator just to keep him from being scared.

Most toilets flush in E flat.

No one knows where Mozart is buried.

Placing a wreath on a grave is part of an ancient belief it was necessary to provide comforts for the dead and give them gifts in order for their spirits to not haunt the mourners. The circular arrangement represents a magic circle which is supposed to keep the spirit within its bounds

The fortune cookie was invented in 1916 by George Jung, a Los Angeles noodlemaker.

An apple, onion, and potato all have the same taste. The differences in flavor are caused by their smell. To prove this - pinch your nose and take a bite from each. They will all taste sweet.

Beer is made by fermentation cause by bacteria feeding on yeast cells and then defecating. In other words, it's a nice tall glass of bacteria doo-doo

The human brain stops growing at the age of 18.

Sharks and rays are the only animals known to man that don't get cancer. Scientists believe this has something to do with the fact that they don't have bones, but cartilage.

Every citizen of Kentucky is required by law to take a bath at least once a year.

Vermont, Alaska, Hawaii, and Maine are the four states in the U.S. that do not allow billboards.

Charlie Brown's father was a barber.

The Hoover Dam was built to last 2,000 years. The concrete in it will not even be fully cured for another 500 years.

If you have three quarters, four dimes, and four pennies, you have $1.19. You also have the largest amount of money in coins without being able to make change for a dollar.

The Average American/Canadian drinks about 600 soda’s per year.

Someone within 200 miles of your town claims to have had direct contact with a monster, ghost or other unexplainable being.

Most humans can guess someone's sex with 95 percent accuracy just by smelling their breath.

40,000 Americans are injured by toilets every year.

Men do 29% of laundry each week. Only 7% of women trust their husbands to do it correctly.

13% (mostly men) have spent a night in jail.

58.4% have called into work sick when we weren't.

40% of us have had music lessons.

The typical shower is 101 degrees F.

4 out of 5 sing in the car.

About 1 out of every 70 people who pick their nose actually eat their boogers.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 16:03:31 GMT

The plans....

Nov.24th-The Adicts/The Krays-The Ottobar-Baltimore
Nov.25th-The Adicts/NY Rel-X-Tribecca-Philly
Nov.26th-The Adicts/NY Rel-x-Continental-NYC
Nov.27th-The Adicts/Ny Rel-x-early show @ The Continental-NYC
Nov.27th(late)-either...Gotham Road @ CBGB's or The Adicts/The Krays@ The Knitting Factory

on top of that Demented Are Go are playing this week...and I want to go see that shit bad.

On top of which I need 350 dollars by dec.4th. Thank god for overtime.

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 15:40:20 GMT

I have nothing witty, interesting, thought out, and worth while to say. Please stand by until I do.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 15:45:02 GMT

New Study Shows Correlation Between
Decline Of IQ And Rise Of GOP
By Will Durst
10-30-4

"Stupid people love Bush" new study proves According to the prestigious
Southern California think tank, The Gluton Group, stupid people prefer
President George W Bush over Senator John Kerry by a 4-to-1 margin. As
Chief Resident Dr. Louis Friend characterized the results of the
research, "the less intelligent you are, the more you like Bush." This
landmark study, conducted over a 5 month period, involved 2400 likely voters
bridging all economic stratas in the 17 states generally considered up
for grabs on November 2nd. Participants were tested for intelligence,
then asked to fill out a 12 page series of questions involving the
Presidential candidates with results released earlier this week. The
consensus: the higher the IQ, the less people trust Bush and respect the job
his administration has done. The lower the IQ, the more people admire
his steadfastness. "It was pretty much a slam dunk. There's no nice way
to say this. Dumb people like him. They think his unwavering nature is a
positive personality trait. They even venerate him for never admitting
mistakes, even when he's wrong. On the other hand, smart people think
he's a lying bully. I mean, c'mon, you have a deserter accusing a
decorated veteran of treason. Who's going to buy that besides stupid people?"
Preliminary results: IQ Above 140: Kerry 80%, Bush 20%. 120-140: Kerry
65%, Bush 35%. 100-120: Kerry 54%, Bush 46%. 80-100: Bush 54%, Kerry
46%. 60-80: Bush 60%, Kerry 15%, Dale Earnhardt Jr. 25%. Apparently,
Bush's good-evil, black-white philosophy resonates on an inverse
relationship with higher education, whereas it became evident over the period of
analysis that John Kerry's nuanced arguments are only understood by
people who paid attention in any class above the 5th grade. Doctor Friend
elaborated: "It has to do with intellectual curiosity. Folks see Bush
in front of a stream talking about the environment and they assume he's
in favor of it, even though if you read his legislation, I'd be
surprised to hear him endorse shade. This also explains why Bush gets away
with pretending he doesn't know how the Senate works, allowing him to call
Kerry a flip-flopper." Friend released evidence that this type of
disconnect exists across the board: education, foreign policy, the economy,
post 9-11 security response and State Dinner entertainment choices.
Also discovered was a direct correlation between the number of preset
Country Western stations on car radios and Bush's approval rating. Dr.
Friend attributes this phenomena to the simplicity inherent in the messages
indigenous to both. Classical music listeners were preponderantly Kerry
supporters, but surprisingly, on heavy metal, the two split down the
middle. Spotting a trend, Friend cautioned, "Because of the deterioration
in public education, larger and larger segments of the population are
creeping downward IQ-wise, cementing the hold Republicans have on the
electorate." However, if the election were held today, Bush would hold a
lead of 52-48 in the popular vote, but would be virtually tied in the
Electoral College, which Bush supporters argue against because the word
College angers them. When contacted, a Kerry spokesman just chuckled.
No Bush spokesperson was made available for comment. It was also found
that Ralph Nader supporters were the brightest of all political
proponents tested, but Dr. Friend dismissed them as "too smart for their own
good." In a related study, smart people prefer baseball because the pace
is such that there is time to read.

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Tue, 19 Oct 2004 17:57:57 GMT

An weekend I'll remember fondly for quite sometime. That's all I can say. I went up to Philly and hung out with Caroline and her Psychobitches outta hell.
We had a totally great time, I got totally fucked up on popping pills, drinking pabst, and of course my good friend jager.
Saturday morning was spent very hung over, watching star wars on caroline couch as we'd each take turns taking naps and quoting Han Solo. By the time we finally got our sorry asses up, her friend Staci had shown up. Turns out Staci and I pretty much knew each other from ten years ago.....fuckin crazy stuff.
We where on our way to Philly for Social Distortion (which was sold out and I didn't have a ticket, but I still got to see the show any fucking way) and got into a wreck in Staci's car on the turn pike.
Get to Philly a few hours later, find out I can't score a ticket. Run into Mikey from the Primadonnaz and he hooks me up with a ticket at face value, while scalpers are standing right outside selling tickets for 150-200 a pop.
Got drunk at the show, made fun of Tiger Army with Staci. Watched Social Distortion in utter amazement. Went to Whiksey Dix after the show, sang 80's glam metal to everyone, watched some guys get in a pussy fight. Stared at Caroline and drooled. So yeah. All in all it was a fucking awesome weekend.
And before I forget:

Be there motherfuckers!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 01:50:16 GMT

Thanks for the memories Johnny. Why do all the good ones die? Why can't Marky just die already?

And The Walls Came Crashing.....

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:36:11 GMT

In Loving Memory Of Indian Larry.

Ride On...to a place of no pain.

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 20:41:24 GMT

The show saturday night turned out alright, even though Gotham Road canceled. Had a great time hanging out with Pedro and some of the gang.
Sunday afternoon after they left I was feeling quite depressed so I went to the bar, and sat there from 11am until 1:30am. Luckily Jason from work was in there and could drive my severely intoxicated ass home.
I dropped 200 bucks on beer and shots.
ALCOHOL...how I love thee...and it loves me back. But doesn't respect me the next morning.

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 16:37:13 GMT

Next Saturday night I have Gotham Road coming back to Seaford. Good stuff. If you are in the area, come to the show...cause well it's only 5 bucks.
Speaking of next week that douche from Recourse was in Coyotes flyering for his show next weekend at cc22. Not that I have a problem with friendly competition...but when you come in the bar I'm doing a show at with flyers for your FREE show....I mean come on i didn't go over to CC22 and fuckin put Gotham Road flyers up...what the hell is wrong with these fuckheads in Dela-where? do they have no morals?

Stranger Than Fiction

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 14:21:17 GMT

This morning was kind of surreal. It played out like one of those reality tv shows where everyone lives in a house together and this was the finale. We woke up early, saw my aunt leave, then dicked around for awhile before Mowbray and Jason had to begin the long trip back to North Carolina. Now I'm sitting here last one, getting ready to pack my shit and head out. It's depressing.
I'll never go to another Hellfest...again. Blood For Blood canceled.

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 04:20:50 GMT

Well hellfest SUCKED. blood For Blood canceled..so I did what any alcoholic would do. Went to NYC and got EXTREMELY blitzed. It's bad when the bar in NYC is giving you drinks on the house because you're the most entertaining thing in the bar...hahahahhaa

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 02:04:44 GMT

I lost touch with someone I care about a long time ago...and I wonder what they're doing at this very moment? Are they alive? Are They dead? Are the maggots crawling out of their head? .....the world may never know

survey time

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 19:50:34 GMT

[Top Five All Time Favorite Albums Ever]
1)The Misfits-Walk Among Us
2)The Misfits-Static Age
3)Bad Religion-Stranger Than Fiction
4)Guns N Roses-Appetite For Destruction
5)Blood For Blood-Outlaw Anthems

[Top Five Current Most Listened To Albums]
1)Blood For Blood-Serenity
2)Bleeding Through-This is Love. This is Murderous.
3)Hank Williams III-Lovesick, Broke, & Drifting
4)Gotham Road-Seasons Of The Witch Demo
5)Tiger Army-III:Rise Of The Ghost Tigers

[Top Three Songs You Listen To When Depressed]
1)Johnny Cash-Hurt
2)Social Distortion-Ball and Chain
3)Blood For Blood-Redemption Denied

[Top Three Party Songs]
1)The Skoidats-The Times
2)Flogging Molly-Drunken Lullabies
3)Blood For Blood-Some Kind Of Hate (hahaha it's such an antisocial song..but it makes me want to tear down a house when i hear it hahaha and that's my idea of partying...FUCKIN SHIT UP!)

[Top Three Songs That Make You Think About The Past]
1)Bigwig-Smile
2)The Bruisers-Til The End
3)CockSparrer-Because You're Young

[Top 3 Break Up Songs]
1)Blood For Blood-So Common, So Cheap
2)Gwar-Sick Of You
3)Anti-Nowhere League-Woman

[Top 3 Drinking Songs]
1)The Wretched Ones-Goin Down The Bar
2)The Bruisers-Raise Yer Glass
3)The Casualties-Drinking Is Our Way Of Life

[Top Five Songs That Describe You]
1)Blood For Blood-Ain't Like You (Wasted Youth II)
2)Anti Nowhere League-I Hate People
3)Frankenstein Drag Queens-Mister Motherfucker
4)Choking Victim-In My Grave
5)Blood For Blood-Love Song

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 19:14:15 GMT

Went to Connections to see Gotham Road last night. had a great time hanging out with Germs, JV, Michale, and the gang. Finally met the legendary Ramystein. And no Jhenn I didn't give him a wedgie....he's to nice to do that too.
One more day until hellfest.
fuckin a right!